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13 June 2007 @ 08:31 pm
Fic - What Syuusuke Doesn't Know Won't Hurt Yuuta  
Title: What Syuusuke Doesn't Know Won't Hurt Yuuta
Rating: PG-13
Prompt: June 13th - Different
Disclaimer: Not mine. ^_^

Yuuta knew that if he ever told his brother what he thought about late at night, he’d never be forgiven. But it was hard for Yuuta to keep those thoughts from his mind. This relationship he’d begun with his brother was so different, so new, so unlike anything he’d ever experienced that he couldn’t help but compare it to his past girlfriends in his mind.

He couldn’t compare how they’d met and how that led to them dating. He’d known his brother for as long as he’d known himself. And they never really started ‘dating.’ Them being together in that way just kind of happened over time.

He could compare their hair. How he loved long, long, dark hair that shone almost blue in all his past girlfriends, but how his brother had short hair, though fairly long for a boy, and it was light. Lighter than Yuuta’s own hair. But it was softer, and Yuuta loved to run his fingers through it in a way he’d never had with his past girlfriends.

His brother was shorter than his ex-girlfriends, too. Yuuta liked girls that were almost the same height as him. Yuuta always found it a hassle to bend down just to kiss a girl, even if he really liked her. But with his brother, it wasn’t a hassle. It wasn’t anything. The height difference rarely mattered for anything.

Yuuta didn’t like girls that were athletic. He didn’t like girls that were into the arts. He didn’t like girls who were incredibly smart. He liked girls who were perfectly ordinary. Preferably in glasses. And Yuuta didn’t like to admit that he liked girls who would stroke his ego when they saw him play, if only because they knew nothing about tennis.

His brother was none of that. A tennis genius. A photographer. One of the brightest in his class. And he never lied to Yuuta just to make him feel better. He was honest to a fault. He would make Yuuta feel like shit, but he was also the one who would bring Yuuta back up and feel like the best in the world with simple little words.

But Yuuta would see the biggest difference in the dark of night, with his brother curled up against his side, both of them as naked as when they were little and bathed together.

His brother was… His brother was the world to him when his ex girlfriends were just… something that Yuuta couldn’t describe but weren’t nearly as important to him. He loved them, but not in the ways he loves his brother.

Yuuta would never admit to anyone that he preferred his brother’s flat chest with its scar along the bottom rib on the right side from when he fell off the jungle gym and then ran over to protect Yuuta. That he found his brother fully clothed playing tennis, or listening to his vinyl records, or even watering his cacti more erotic than any of the skin flicks with girls he’d ever seen. That even when he was dating other girls, his brother was always first in his heart even if he had no idea why.

Yuuta wasn’t sure if his brother would ever understand why he could never think of himself as anything but heterosexual. He did know that it annoyed his brother when he responded so negatively to anything ‘homosexual’ even though they were in a relationship.

Yuuta sighed. He couldn’t explain to his brother that he DID NOT like men, only Syuusuke. And if his brother ever knew that, it would only spell Yuuta’s embarrassing demise.

Yuuta coughed as he was roughly hit in the stomach. “Fuck me in the shower.”

Yuuta’s eyes popped out of his head and he looked down at his brother. “WHAT?!”

Syuusuke grinned. “Finally. I’ve only been trying to get your attention for ten minutes, Yuuta. What were you thinking about?”

Yuuta blushed and turned his head away. “Nothing.” He said.

Syuusuke rolled over Yuuta, making sure as much of them pressed against each other. “So? Are you coming or not?” He asked as he walked across the room.

Yuuta didn’t miss the innuendo in his brother’s voice. “Right behind you.” He said and hopped out of bed.

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【 ☆ maria 】: DARKBROWN • ChangMinaswindblows on June 27th, 2007 01:32 pm (UTC)

What an attention grabber, Syuusuke! Really...

I like this fic, it's very, very cute! I love the idea~~!
alohdark: JaeMinalohdark on June 27th, 2007 04:41 pm (UTC)
^_^ Thank you!!
Lolistarlolistar73 on September 13th, 2007 11:04 pm (UTC)
-jaw drops- Yay for fujicest fluff (xD with yuuseme fufufufu)
alohdark: Uedaalohdark on September 14th, 2007 03:00 am (UTC)
^__^ *pushes your jaw back into a less painful position* (XD I'm glad you caught Yuuta's own innuendo! :P)